We leave tomorrow! That statement makes my palms sweat...no kidding, it really does!! We are mostly ready, not to much panic today...absolutely busy, but not panic...it's been nice in a way to plan and fly out of hear without a cloud of dust and a trail of chaos behind us like last time. I'm nauseated over leaving the kids...I will miss them to the point it will physically hurt just like last time. But we are soooo blessed and fortunate to have such wonderful friends and family helping us. I've dubbed them "Team Lexington" and I LOVE you guys!!! I know they will be well loved and taken good care of!!
and Will...just a wish and a dream for so long and now such a close reality. We are feeling all the normal emotions. It's nice to have gone through this before and to know this IS normal! OH SO excited, nervouse about the unknown, scared to death to the point I want to curl up in my bed and hide...That seems so strange to say for as long and hard as we've worked, but so many of us feel it, and I know my adoption friends get it, and those of you who haven't traveled yet when you feel like barfing on the way to the plane..IT"S NORMAL, so don't worry! It doesn't mean you won't love your child or you deep down aren't cut out to adopt. It just means we are jumping into something wonderful scary and unknown, and we are some trusting blessed crazy fools ;) Pray for us!!
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